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I am going to fail my quiz in Math tomorrow / Monday, January 23, 2012 @ 5:05 AM
Honestly, I really feel like I would. It's just that no matter how easy the topic is, no matter how I understood the lesson, everything changes during the exam. Like during discussions I learned 1+1 but then during quizzes it becomes I have to candies, what is the distance of point A and B? Ugh. :( I used to be good in Math. I always bragged on how awesome I am; that I can pass without even studying, and most of the lessons they found difficult looks pretty easy to me. But right now? Nah. That'll be the god of all dreams. And I am so depressed right now remembering that I didn't bring any reviewers with me, although I wouldn't need that because I got the lesson in my head already. Curses. What is wrong with me? Tell me.
Honestly, I really feel like I would. It's just that no matter how easy the topic is, no matter how I understood the lesson, everything changes during the exam. Like during discussions I learned 1+1 but then during quizzes it becomes I have to candies, what is the distance of point A and B? Ugh. :( I used to be good in Math. I always bragged on how awesome I am; that I can pass without even studying, and most of the lessons they found difficult looks pretty easy to me. But right now? Nah. That'll be the god of all dreams. And I am so depressed right now remembering that I didn't bring any reviewers with me, although I wouldn't need that because I got the lesson in my head already. Curses. What is wrong with me? Tell me.
Ayaw ko na / Saturday, January 7, 2012 @ 9:20 AM
Ayaw ko na mag-English. Joke. Pero kasama yun.
Ayaw ko na. Nagbakasyon lang, iba na yung turing namin sa isa't-isa. I mean, iba na yung actions namin towards each other. Or is it just because magkalayo nalang kami? I can feel the distance. Literally. And not literally. Nagtatampo ako and at the same time, namimiss ko. Yung kulitan, asaran and tawanan. I do not miss those things because I like him, but really miss those mini-bonding moments we had. Friends.
It's only been 2 days and a half. His presence during breaks, free time, and sometimes at night too. He's been the person whom I confide my thoughts and my problems to. Atm. Kaya ko siya namimiss kausap at kakulitan, kasi kung ano man yung sinasabi ko sa kanya, stays. I honestly think na he just doesn't care at all kaya hindi na siya nagbother i-open up yung at all. Still, I like him that way.
Pareho sila. Sila yung mga taong lagi akong at-ease kapag kausap. Sila yung mga taong napagsasabihan ko ng lahat. Sila yung mga taong nakakausap ko sa lahat. Pareho silang naging dahilan ng irregularity sa brain functions ko.
I secretly love / Wednesday, January 4, 2012 @ 5:30 AM
you.
you.
One of the trending tags in Twitter right now. The cyber world sure knows how to cope-up with my feelings. Hah. And then again, I still am torn between love, infatuation and imprinting. LOLjk. (Oh Stephenie Meyer, what have you done to me? Lol!) Lala~ Disregard this part of le blog post. But then, nothing follows.
I've been under his spell for way too long. His weird smile, his bark-like laugh, him being talkative and sharing about random things, his eyes, his intelligence, his pride as high as the Eiffel Tower and how he seems insensitive but then prove you wrong. I seriously cannot believe myself for singing him praises! He's one of those people whom I've hated so much but then realized that it is hard to be literally several seat away from. It's not that I miss his messy things, or how I poke his nape with my pen and his reaction whenever I do that, or how I bit his arm that it bruised for almost a week, or how he bit mine and I saw for the first time how fuckin' crooked his teeth were, or how we laugh at simple things but most of the time because of my 'brother', or or or... Fml. Srsly. I hate this kind of feeling. I feel defeated of some sort. I dunno when I become so gay, but it's fine. I think.
I really feel like an idiot. Not that I do not know I am one. But I feel so envious of whoever is right next to him. Lol! (On second thought, I do not. It is bromance! And I love those kind of stuff. Lol!) I miss his voice, I want to hear him sing. EH. Weird. I feel like crying for no reason. Hahaha! Bitch please.
